I feel like the world finally gets a taste of loneliness
And how significant Pisces’ value is…
Because that value is often forgotten
Because I believe Pisces are always taken for granted
Since we ask the ‘Why?’ The most instead of the ‘How?’
We care more than we should
Since in the end, we always get hurt.❞
She had always smiled and the world ruined her.
I’m so afraid my casing will be washed away and I too
Will be ruined by this corruption.❞
Everything you could adore, even.
But end with a stranger telling you Goodbye,
Just because I keep everything locked away doesn’t mean,
I’m not feeling anything.❞
It was warm compared to the cold world I was forced to wake up at the crack of dawn for.
School was just another distraction that made me believe that it would really mean something to memorize all those definitions.
It made me believe I had to make every teacher and person like me and if they didn’t, there was something wrong with me.
It made me believe I was no good at what I loved. It drove my passion away.
So each night I’d cry and feel that sticky but sweet and warm sadness drench me.
I wanted to sleep. And hide from a world that despised my ways.❞
How I love feeling so smitten.
Her lips look so soft but I’ll dart my eyes away.
If I could give her a rose, I’d shower her in them.
Our scars line up so perfectly; our hearts yearn for the same romance.
I always thought I would be escorted by a Prince,
But I am secretly enthralled we could be two Princesses.
Oh, if I could kiss her, hold her, I wonder if I could pull it off.
My pen and notebook already know I’m a cowardly romantic.
I want to hold her hand and maybe exchange a kiss, or three, maybe?
Wanna spend a night with her under the moonlight, watching the stars.
And I’ll make a wish that we won’t even have to say ‘I love you’.
Both of us will just know.
Just two Princesses, in love.❞
I was so happy for him.
He seemed so happy, hands intertwined with his bubbling girlfriend.
As I walked behind them, I heard a few giggles and it made me smile.
It truly felt like happiness.
However before the two departed, my past lover said something that made me freeze in my tracks.
He told his lady, “I’ll love you, forever.”
At first, I did not understand why those words bugged me.
I do not love my past lover like I had; my passion has died for him. I do not have love to give him, only a smile because he is living a rich life.
As I sat down to go to sleep, I realised why those words were so unsettling.
So many years ago, he had said the same thing to me.
And soon after we severed.
I find it odd how quickly words change and how someone else’s forever,
Is never the same as your forever.❞